On Wednesday, One Direction performed its first show since Zayn Malik revealed he was leaving the band.

During the concert in Jakarta, Harry Styles seemingly broke down in tears on stage. It is, hands down, one of the saddest things I have ever seen — and also probably the exact moment most teenage girls probably took a vow of chastity to save themselves for Harry.

However, some fans are now tweeting that Harry was not crying over the departure of his one true love and was actually hit in the eye by a glow stick. Though if you choose to ignore that, we won't blame you.

Zayn Malik quits One Direction

And as if your pit of despair wasn't deep enough already, we dare you not to cry at this:

Yeah... same.

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But despite the fact that One Direction is now without Zayn's sexy scruff and smoky voice, his former bandmates aren't holding his departure against him.

So whenever you feel like crying, let it out (Harry sure did) and remember: Zayn may be gone, but the bromance lives on.

(Gifs: Liam, Louis, Harry, Niall)