In the upcoming TLC special Jill & Jessa: Counting On, Anna Duggar speaks for the first time about the scandals that rocked her life and sent her husband Josh to rehab after he admitted to adultery and a porn addiction after he was exposed in the Ashley Madison leak earlier this year.

"It was heartbreaking to hear what had happened," a choked-up Duggar says in the promo for the show. Counting On follows Duggar's sisters-in-law Jill Dillard and Jessa Seewald as they rebuild their lives in the aftermath of their show 19 Kids and Counting's cancellation after Josh Duggar admitted to molesting several underage girls earlier this year. It is unclear which of Josh Duggar's transgressions Anna is talking about in the promo.

Anna and Josh Duggar announced the birth of their daughter Meredith in July, just days after 19 Kids and Counting's cancellation. Josh has been in rehab since August after admitting to cheating on Anna with an adult film star who has since sued him for causing her physical and emotional injuries.

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Jill & Jessa: Counting On premieres Sunday, Dec. 13 at 8/7c on TLC. See the promo below:

Will you watch what surely promises to be a horrifying trainwreck that will still fail to convey how grim and depressing this whole spectacle truly is?